Hey Y’all NEW HERE

Hey everyone. I’m Tiffany. I’m a college student in Maine and as of today I am new here on the site.  After I graduated HS I lost a significant amount of weight and was so proud of myself… only to gain it all back and then some after I broke off my engagement 2 years ago. Since then it seems like I’ve tried everything and haven’t been able to hold on to any results other than just get more and more frustrated. You know it seems the more I try to lose and it doesn’t work the less I find myself motivated to try again.

After returning to my apartment from a trip home (and seeing my mom eating out of boredom as usual) I decided it was time to try again and maybe something new would help. I feel horrible thinking about my mother as what I desperately DO NOT want to end up like but I can’t seem to stop mentally bashing her habits because I’m so afraid that some day that will be me, not to mention that lately that “some day” feels sooner than ever. Any responses would be amazing… I just think that maybe some support might help since I don’t get that at home with mom’s bad habits staring me in the face and breaking my willpower each time I visit.